Tuesday, April 26, 2011

What a week...

So... I've had a really hard week so far. And it's only Tuesday. 

On Saturday evening, we had the CBC graduation banquet... and I had to say goodbye to some amazing friends that night. For those of you that know me, I don't do well with goodbyes. 
I drove away after some huge hugs and sad words, and bawled my eyes out. 
The hardest part of these goodbyes is that it's a very likely possibility that I will not
see some of these people ever again. When you say goodbye knowing that you
may see this person in a few months, or even a year, it's okay... because you know that
this isn't the end of your time knowing each other in person. I am a very physical person... 
so touch and nearness is important for me. I like to look people in the eyes. 

I do not like facebook. It can drive you crazy... waiting to hear from friends. 
Waiting for emails. Waiting to hear that people got home safely. 

So all in all... I have had a sad week so far. I've cried many tears. I've held many more back. 
To those dear friends who I came to love and cherish this past year, 
whether it was by going on UMA with you, or visiting me at my desk daily, 
or sharing meals in the cafeteria... I will miss you dearly. 

I hope and pray that God will let us meet again one day.